14 March 2015

Behold the Ides of March


As usual, right now I should be sleeping. I was on my feet for 7 hours straight, most of that in heels, and I'm exhausted. But I just found an old text I sent myself last year for no apparent reason and wanted to share ...
Last day of who I was. First day of who I am. - yours truly, 7.16.14
No clue what that's in reference to, but I love it! I think I'm still who I was though, and I'm dying to become who I am. So I thought I'd reiterate that statement on today of all days, March 15th, better known to you Shakespearean folk as the Ideas of March. The Ides has always been a great day for me to launch things. In college I launched my blog on this day and it was a great success. Today I feel like doing something different ... launching myself.

I've become bored with everything. Things are different, I guess, but still feel pretty much the same. I need freshness. I just want to feel brand new. I'm about to start sounding like a Drake song if I keep writing this paragraph so ... hitting the Enter key now.

Here I go:
Last day of who I was. First day of who I am. - yours truly, 3.15.15
Oh, would you look at that. It's the 15th of the month and the year ends in 15. This feels symbolic. I need that kind of power behind this decision of mine. It just feels right, and I need more right in my life.

You know what also feels right? Shutting this laptop of mine down for the night and going to bed. Yea, let's go with that.